Ice At Heart

  “You wanted me as much as I wanted you.”

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  Title Page

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  Welcome to Europe

  Copyright

  “You wanted me as much as I wanted you.”

  Gaby opened her mouth to deny it, met the gray eyes and shut it again.

  “I’m not excusing myself. God knows, I shouldn’t have let things get out of control like that,” Sven said levelly. “But it wasn’t just me. And you know it.”

  Gaby stared at him. He was right. She thought of the fire in her blood, the wild moments when she had stopped thinking altogether.

  “Gabrielle, if you hadn’t remembered something nasty, you and I would be making love right now,” Sven Hedberg told her. He stood and looked down at her consideringly.

  “I’m going to find out what it is. We’re going to deal with it. And then—” he gave her a slow smile “—we’ll make love properly.”

  Born in London, Sophie Weston is by nature a traveler, who started writing when she was five. She wrote her first romance while recovering from illness, thinking her traveling days were over. She was wrong, but she enjoyed writing so much that she has carried on. These days she lives in the heart of the city with two demanding cats and a cherry tree—and travels the world looking for settings for her stories. On her inspiration for Ice at Heart, Sophie Weston says, “As a schoolgirl I had a Swedish penfriend who taught me that Swedish children quite expected to speak other languages fluently and to travel and work abroad when they grew up. It was my first introduction to a true internationalist!”

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  Ice at Heart

  Sophie Weston

  TORONTO • NEW YORK • LONDON

  AMSTERDAM • PARIS • SYDNEY • HAMBURG

  STOCKHOLM • ATHENS • TOKYO • MILAN

  MADRID • WARSAW • BUDAPEST • AUCKLAND

  CHAPTER ONE

  ‘I’M SORRY, Miss Hyssop. Your father won’t keep you a moment,’ said the polite personal assistant.

  Gaby Hyssop chuckled. She had never visited her father when he had not kept her waiting. His assistants were usually instructed to ply her with magazines in which he was admiringly interviewed. They would also bring her coffee, the quality of which was designed to make his only daughter regret her decision to live in London when she left music college, rather than join her father in Los Angeles as he had asked her to do.

  ‘Something to read?’ the girl offered.

  Gaby bit back a grin. Its cover displayed a photograph of Michael Hyssop, alternative practitioner to the stars, with his arm round an adoring beauty. The fact that the woman was on her third come-back and was a self-proclaimed ex-alcoholic only made it the more interesting from Michael’s point of view, Gaby thought. Presumably he’d had a hand in her recovery.

  ‘Thank you,’ she said gravely.

  The girl gave her a relieved smile and went back to her computer screen. Gaby pulled the long rope of her shining chestnut hair over her shoulder and sank down on to a sumptuous couch to read about her father’s triumphs.

  There was nothing particularly gripping in it, she found as she flicked through the pages. Both her parents were alternative therapists and she knew a lot of the theory from her mother. But while Anne was interested in deep healing and experiment, Michael ran a more successful and highly publicised practice in Hollywood. Anne, an intense and unworldly creature, was frankly scathing about it.

  Gaby was rueful, remembering. Her mother had run out of patience with Michael and his love-affair with the media some years ago. In the last furious row, which Gaby still could not remember without wincing, Anne had called him a shallow showman. That was just before she walked out, leaving him in LA and bringing their only child home to London.

  Gaby considered his photograph now, her head on one side. He was still a fine-looking man, she thought.

  The telephone on the girl’s desk buzzed. She answered it. By the way her voice instantly warmed, Gaby knew who it was on the other end of the telephone. Could you dazzle someone over the telephone? she mused, as the girl put down the instrument with a far-away look in her eyes and turned to her.

  ‘Mr Hyssop says would you like some real American coffee?’ she said.

  Gaby laughed aloud.

  ‘Doesn’t change, does he?’ she said with affection. ‘No, thank you. I’ll carry on reading his Press notices.’

  The girl gave her an uneasy smile and went back to her work. Gaby selected another magazine. Michael or someone had marked one of the glossy gossip column snippets in a red biro. She ran her eye over it without much interest.

  Dr Sven Hedberg, the distinguished brain surgeon, is now consulting the uptown practice of Michael Hyssop, aromatherapist to the stars. Dr Hedberg, who is an international authority on electrical activity in brain cells, suffered a tragic accident in his native Sweden last year. Ever since he has been troubled by occasional numbness in his right hand which has cut his operating schedule.

  Popular Michael Hyssop won acclaim from the medical fraternity last year when his unorthodox treatment restored the use of martial-arts star Sergei Josten’s left arm. Doctors had given him up after an accident on set left the twenty-six year-old star with seemingly permanent tremors. Sergei is currently shooting Champion from Hell for Blane.

  Handsome Sven Hedberg, who is lecturing in California for a semester, must be hoping Michael can do the same for him.

  Hedberg, thirty-nine, was an Olympic cross-country skier when he was at medical school. Maybe that was when he developed his taste for international beauties. A noted heart-throb in his native Sweden, he has most recently been seen around town escorting gorgeous Oriana Meadows. Wedding-bells are not imminent, though. The dashing bachelor is known to value his freedom.

  Gaby raised her eyebrows. It was more usually her mother who worked with doctors. Michael’s chosen clientele was more glamorous. Though Dr Sven Hedberg certainly sounded more glamorous than podgy little Dr Bailey, she thought with a sudden grin. Dr Bailey worked at King’s and quite often referred patients to Anne. He was dedicated and imaginative but she could not imagine him cross-country skiing—or dating film stars. Maybe Dr Hedberg was not so out of character for Michael after all.

  The phone rang again. The girl answered it, listened for a few moments, then, with a small murmured apology to Gaby, left the room. She looked, Gaby thought, worried.

  Gaby put down the magazine and stretched. She should really be practising, she thought. She flexed her hands, running them over an invisible keyboard. She was not practising enough. But the need to pay the bills was keeping her waitressing most of the day. Three evenings a week she played the piano in a West End restaurant. She gave piano lessons too but the summer holiday season was coming up and too many of her pupils left London. That meant she would have to do more waitressing; or playing in nightclubs. Which meant less practising.

  She got up, restlessly. It was very frustrating. It was not even as if her career was not taking off; she was doing better than she had ever dared to hope when she’d lau
nched her career as a soloist. It was just that it was not very well paid...yet, she told herself. Gaby was by nature an optimist.

  She began to wander round the room. It was much as she had expected—large displays of hothouse flowers, a soulful portrait of Michael and one of his more famous film-star clients in a silver frame on an occasional table, invitations and messages strewn everywhere. This was the paraphernalia of the travelling celebrity alternative healer. A leather-bound appointments diary sat on the Louis Quinze-style table his assistant was using.

  Gaby glanced down at it idly. Someone had scored out the afternoon in pencil with her name written across it. Someone else, however, had inserted two appointments. One was with a television company. Screwing her head round so that she could read the entry, Gaby deduced that these were the people who were still with Michael.

  He would have to hurry, she thought, amused. He would have to get rid of them soon if he was going to keep his next appointment with Dr S. Hedberg at fourthirty. And when he was going to fit his daughter in was anybody’s guess.

  The door from the corridor opened. Gaby turned round without much interest, assuming that she was being plied with coffee after all.

  But the man who came in was no pleasant waiter with a tray. He was tall and powerfully built, she saw as the door swung to behind him. He was dressed in a dark suit that moulded his body in creaseless, expensive perfection. As he turned to her she saw a thin face with elegant bones, a mouth of sculptural perfection and deeply lidded eyes. He was startlingly handsome.

  He was looking preoccupied, frowning slightly. Otherwise his face was expressionless. Watching him, Gaby could not have said why she had the immediate conviction that he was in a towering rage, but so strong was the impression that she took a step backwards involuntarily.

  His eyes lifted at the movement. They were as grey as stormy sea; and as cold. They surveyed her. They swept her up and down so that she put a nervous hand to her rope of hair to check whether the plait was unravelling, as it so often did. His eyes took note of the nervous movement. There was no change in their expression, except perhaps the coldness intensified.

  He doesn’t like me, thought Gaby, startled out of her own preoccupations. There was no reason why he should, of course. But she was not used to encountering such immediate disdain in a stranger’s eyes.

  ‘Michael Hyssop,’ he said curtly. ‘I have an appointment. The desk sent me up.’

  So this was the next name in the book. Gaby squinted down at it again. Dr S. Hedberg. Why did the name sound familiar? And what was there about him that made him so formidable?

  Gaby reminded herself that it was foolish to be intimidated by a man you had only just met. So she smiled pleasantly and said, ‘I’m afraid he’s engaged just at the moment but...’

  Dr S. Hedberg clearly did not think much of that. He was impatient and not taking the trouble to disguise it.

  ‘He sought this interview, not I. I have no time to waste. You can tell him I will wait exactly five minutes.’

  His eyes were a peculiarly icy grey. They seemed to cut through her like a north wind. Where had she heard the name before?

  He said, ‘You’re not his usual girl, are you? Does he have one in every port?’

  Gaby flushed. ‘What’s that to do with you?’ she said on a flare of unusual temper.

  ‘If you were Hyssop’s usual assistant you would know that I mean what I say. I’m not waiting around while he holds court. I have a paper to deliver to the Western Hemisphere Neurosurgery Conference tomorrow which needs my attention. If Hyssop isn’t here in five minutes it will get it sooner than expected.’

  Of course. That Dr Hedberg. Gaby’s indignation was temporarily submerged in curiosity. Cross-country skiing, freedom-loving bachelor Dr Sven Hedberg! Well, now she had met him she could see why he was a bachelor. No woman would put up with that air of icy command long enough to marry him.

  He was surveying her with cold exasperation. ‘Do you understand?’

  Gaby nodded. She was briefly nonplussed. ‘But—’

  ‘Just tell him,’ he advised gently.

  She said uncomfortably, ‘I can’t do that. You see—’

  She met his eyes and experienced something of a shock. They were implacable. He looked as if he were going to war, Gaby thought suddenly. As if he were facing his enemy. It shook her.

  ‘I suggest you do, however.’ It wasn’t quite a threat but it made Gaby stand up very straight all of a sudden.

  She said coldly, ‘I understand you were due at fourthirty.’ She looked pointedly at the grandfather clock in the corner. ‘In which case you are early.’

  He didn’t spare the clock so much as a glance. ‘Changed his mind, has he?’ he said grimly.

  ‘I don’t know what you mean.’

  His eyes narrowed. ‘Or did he have a different plan?’

  Gaby stared, uncomprehending. But in a moment his meaning became all too clear. The cold eyes swept over her. He pursed his lips. It was a slow, explicit assessment that sent the blood storming into her cheeks.

  ‘Impressive. Big brown eyes, perfect skin and hair for a prince to climb up into your tower,’ he said softly. It did not sound as if it was intended to be a compliment, but its effect was extraordinary. All of a sudden she became aware of her height, of the sensitivity of her skin, of the supple strength of her slim body, of her long-fingered hands resting on the open diary. Gaby swallowed. No one had ever made her so conscious of her body, she thought in confusion. Not even Tim, all those years ago, had made her feel so utterly invaded as this man did just by looking at her. Her very skin tingled as if he had physically touched her. She had never experienced anything like it in all her twenty-four years.

  She glared, hating him. He stared back, impassive. She could see why the gossip columns had bothered with him. He had the body of an athlete and the harsh, handsome face of an eighteenth-century rake.

  Then suddenly, like sunlight after a dark storm, he looked genuinely amused. It transformed him.

  Not handsome, Gaby thought in confusion. Devastating.

  ‘And a temper.’

  He strolled over to her. To her own private fury, Gaby gave ground. Bewildered, she found herself retreating before him as if she too had unexpectedly come upon an enemy. Some part of her brain was watching her behaviour with critical self-contempt; but her immediate reaction was of the imperative need to be wary of this man.

  ‘No, no, not like that, darling,’ he said mockingly. ‘If you glare at me like that I shall think you want me to go away.’

  He put out a hand and touched her face lightly. She shied away.

  ‘No,’ Gaby said chokingly.

  ‘No, I thought not,’ he said.

  She knew he was misunderstanding her deliberately. It seemed part of this inexplicable battle between them. She swallowed. But before she could speak he had taken her rope of hair in one hand and slid the other round her thin shoulders.

  ‘If you’ve been told to be nice to me,’ he said, his breath warm against her horrified lips, ‘the way it’s done is this.’

  And his mouth touched hers.

  Gaby choked and tried to push him away. The hand between her shoulderblades became insistent. She felt as if his body was a mountain wall and she was being crushed to death against it. All the old wariness rose up. With it, mercifully, came an anger like fire.

  ‘Let me go,’ she spat as she tore her mouth away.

  He gave a soft laugh. His amusement was total, thought Gaby in outrage. She freed a hand to strike that handsome, laughing face. But he caught it before she had more than half formed the thought.

  He forced it down. Taking both her wrists in a light clasp behind her back, he held her immobile against his body. With his free hand he tipped her pointed chin and forced her to look up at him. Gaby met his eyes reluctantly, her own smouldering.

  ‘I do not encourage ladies to hit me,’ he said smoothly. ‘It gives them a mistaken sense of possession.’

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bsp; ‘What?’ Gaby was as bemused as she was angry.

  He touched his lips to her own in an insultingly brief contact. Something deep in her breast contracted in a slow, sweet shiver. It shocked her, almost as much as the man’s unwarranted behaviour. She tried again to haul herself away from him.

  He did not let her go. Instead he held her for a moment, breast to breast, looking down thoughtfully into her angry eyes. A gleam came into his own. He bent his head.

  ‘Not a risk in your case, I admit.’ He was murmuring it against her bewildered mouth. His voice was husky. Just the slightest hint of an accent had suddenly become apparent. ‘But the point is always worth making,’ he purred between little kisses that made Gaby shut her eyes against the whirling world. They did not seem to be having any effect on him at all. ‘Women can build so much out of so little. Don’t you agree? Mmm?’

  And then he was taking possession of her in an uncompromising kiss that set the whole world rocking off its axis.

  The shivering in her breast became a full-scale earthquake. The powerful embrace was all too familiar. She was remembering too vividly. She was also remembering exactly why she did not like being kissed and how she had avoided it over the last three years. Gaby’s eyes snapped open. She began to use her full strength against him.

  It was at this juncture that, over his shoulder, Gaby saw the double doors to Michael’s sitting-room open. Her father came out. He was looking worried. But as soon as he saw them he stopped dead. All expression was wiped off his face at a stroke.

  She made a small, suffocated sound.

  Very slowly the stranger raised his head. Gaby found she was shaking. It was a small satisfaction to see, as he released her plait, that there was a faint tremor in her opponent’s hand as well.